This is a dangerous place.
It's a glimpse into the disaster that I call my mind.
19
h: 5'4
lw: 120
hw: 142
sw: 135
gw: 115
ugw: 110
cw: TOO FUCKING MUCH.
I do NOT have an eating disorder and I don't encourage having one. This is a weight loss blog that I created so I can vent about things that most people in my life don't know about.
This is about control.
I think I’ll delete this blog and make a new one, seems as though the values I had one year ago have absolutely nothing to do with what I feel now.
I got out of a lifestyle that was killing me. Granted, I did it with A LOT of help, but I’m here now and that’s what matters.
No more starving, cutting, suicides, or self-hatred. It took me a year to come around but this is who I am now. Let me tell you-it feels so good.
:( I’m trying to lose weight but I know if I use tumblr for my motivation, I’m going to start purging again.
AL;KDJF;ALKDSFJK fuck.
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY